Checking in for 2023-10-16:

• Last week my intention was to work on my most important tasks in the morning, first thing. I did OK on the days that I managed to get up early, but for days where it felt like I had to rush out of the house the day quickly overwhelmed me. This was especially true on Thursday when the prospect of a blood transfusion to correct the results of my treatments was floated. I crumbled at the thought that my health had deteriorated to that point. I'm more accepting of this now but it's a constant reminder that I'm not as well as I feel and need to be more accepting of what comes my way. For this week I am going to practice with a drill for restarting. This week is my appointment / chemo / shot week so it can be hard for me to find the time to work on things. Instead of dwelling on this I'm going to focus on just letting the day unfold as it will and noticing when I can bring myself back to working in my tasks.
• Yesterday's post about Tricks for getting back into the swing of things was more for myself to remind myself that I already have the tools I need to restart. I tend to forget these tings in the face of adversity.
• Managed to do more work on the Pepper&Carrot RPG this morning. This time around it was elaborating more on the bigfish.
• I'm still slightly wiped from the vaccinations this past weekend. Hoping I can make some headway and find some energy to keep working on my next actions.

That's all for now. More as I know it.