Tired again

Started round one of chemo treatments (of three) again and already I'm feeling as tired as I did near the end of my twelve-round chemo. Yesterday I crashed pretty hard after chemo (being so tired that I almost dropped the phone I was holding). That's led me to wonder how the upcoming treatments will be and if I'll have the energy to work on my projects for any length of time. I'm going to do my best but I'm thinking that I'm going to need some flexibility to work on these things (and my regular next actions lists) . I would get upset about this but then I'd be tired and upset and nobody needs that. So while I'm staying with these feelings I'm also not worrying about what the future holds. It's part resignation and part being too tired to care with a smidge of being mindful about what's happening.