I should have a saying: "Once is an anomaly, twice is a blog post."

I've had two job recruiters reach out to me in the past week. Both times I've had to tell them I'm no longer in the job market; I have stage 4 rectal cancer.

I posted about …

I just finished round 6 of 12 for my latest chemo treatments. I'm already feeling tired and worn-out. I'm feeling pretty disconnected from my work and from my game designs. My lists are pretty huge and my capacity to look and act on them is diminished. I have a presentation …

This post is going to be a bit in the weeds, so hopefully I'll be able to make it at least interesting as I plumb the depths of my psyche.

So, let's talk about calculators, shall we?

I've always loved calculators. Ever since I got my first calculators I'd sit …

Earlier this week I was thinking about what I was feeling. I think I found what that is.

Contentment.

I know that I'm probably going to be dealing with this cancer for the rest of my life. I'm not sure how long that will be, but frankly I'm no longer …

I've decided that for the month of February I'm going to cut back on my spending. I did something similar to this back in September and I think I need to do it again. I've been spending money like crazy. Part of that is because I've been craving comfort, and …